Monday I went back to work after almost three months off. Even before that I worked sporadically. Now I am committing to forty hours a week. Why? Well I need to get back into reality. I am currently living in a toxic situation and need to move my family (my son, dog, and cat) out of our current domicile and into something better, mentally healthier.
As an update, I now see a therapist about once a month, my shrink about every six weeks, and liking my meds. I have a list of AA groups for the area, and mental support groups. Hopefully I can find something in them, some sort of peace or validation.
I feel like I am starting life over again, new job, new place to live, new goals. Starting over, again. We can do this though, we’ll do it together. I’ll help you by pouring my heart out online and you’ll help me by liking or viewing my posts. Another goal is to not leave you hanging so long between posts, and to finish things that I have started.
Wish us luck! We are going to need it :)
Danielle
Consider your life as a book, and you are now starting another chapter. You have the strength and courage to make these changes to help yourself and provide a better environment for your family.
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